I Just Got To Rant It Out Here

I do not know what to do right now. My life is in a mess i feel so screwed. My breaking point is so near i am afraid. I just feel like giving up. I cannot hold on anymore. It is hard for people to understand me or view my perspectives. I am a complex organism and the list goes on. I am so stressed up it is hard to move on. Problems after problems. These are no more challenges that i can undertake but hurdles that pulls me down. My mood swings are haphazard and attacks innocent victims. These days my temper and emotions are random but frequent. There are so many times i felt suicidal. Damn what was i thinking.

School is not working out well. I should not be in that rotten institution that has a detrimental effect on me. Every single day i am simply phasing through lessons after lessons without paying much attention. I do not know how long more i can survive. I am clearly wasting my time. Classes are boring as hell i want to quit. My love life is monotonous there are no more stages to ascent or upgrade. We had reached that saturation point in our relationship but of course i still love my baby. My connection with family stinks. It is my mum's birthday today and i intend to come home late and miss it all just in time for bed.