Hero In The Making

Din is a brave kitten. Barely a year old and already chasing two older cats into their homes. Din swaggered in and made himself comfortable on the neighbour's sofa. I am so proud.

Great Power Comes Great Responsibilities

I disappoint them. I let the team down. It was a shame. Trust was lost and faith diminishing. Reliable i am no longer. But this head i will hold up high. I will bounce and rise to the occasion. I made fatal errors. Sides will be chosen and apparent segregations. Perceptions will change and reputations tarnished. Clans will be divided and alliance made. Pride and prejudice. Gone in one night. Human manufacture faults. That is how we learn and grow. Like a seed nurtured to a sapling. Instead of dwelling in distress and desolation i will prove this worthiness again. There is still hope. It is not too late. Not in this clock that ticks with a vengence. I am no follower. I do not live that life. Leaders do not quit. Not on his men. I just took a step or two behind to pounce forward with furor and flare. Neglect this people i have not but undeniable what i did was foolish. Surprise i caught them for i am not the sort. The sort that recant from others and obligations. I am in remorse. Filled with guilt. I do a job and i do it good. I do them great. Clueless i am i wonder what happened. This man understands no fatigue or haggard but he was well lifeless in recent times. Life is a drag. Perhaps i am drained of emotions and mental torments that this breathing carcass is feeling the pinch. People got affected in direct or otherwise and i cannot permit that to occur in further. I have to be strong again. I will hurt no one no less. I did not go to school and i do not intend to go for more. I need to do some serious reflections and meditations. I need to be calm and composed. The compulsion to pull this self together is of paramount importance. I am starting to forsee own downfall and destruction. I will evaluate and update the beings that mattered on the trials and tribulations of this pitiful individual. Until then these struggles go on. The greatest foe is but the man in the mirror.

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Travel Plans

Bali is the island i will land again this Lunar New Year. Surfing the waves of the open waters and hunting for bargains at the multifolds of establishments lining the municipal. I cannot get enough of the sun the sand and the sea. In June a friend will be embarking on his maiden voyage above ground to Bangkok with me. He is excited and enthusiastic to witness the infamous topless Thai Girls. Hell yeah! Giving a shot and first hand experience at the contrasting cultures and traditions. I am hoping for this trip. It is my birthday. He is fond of empty talks. Then come December i am hitting the aquas again. Snorkeling and diving the clear blue waters and rock climbing the cliffs of Krabi. Of course the occasional visits to Johor Bahru persists and a passage boat ride or two to Batam might materialise. Turi Beach Resort is a laxative place to unwind.

German Proverb

One enemy is too many. And a hundred friends is too few.