This Was How I Graduated

It was the last day of school and what could be a potentially beautiful evening together was butchered. The moment was ruined. I chose to be with you instead and no one else. You had to savour your ever-craving appetite so i brought you to Holland Village. It was raining and we were cold and hungry. Prior to the last paper i had been sick with temperature sky-rocketing and you were aware of that. In fact i was with you the night i fall ill. I remembered you were so worried you wanted to bring me to the doctor because my fever was no child's play. I was touched. I never knew you really cared when i saw that heart of gold that night. You even offered to send me home in the wee hours. But where was that sense of empathy and compassion on the 4th of March? All you had to do was walk about a metre or two to the stall and ordered food for us. It had always been me placing orders and paying for them. Why cannot you do that for us on the day i was under the weather? I did not even begin to complain how weak and faint i felt that afternoon. I just wanted you to be happy and tried my best to put on an excellent behaviour because you cannot tolerate my nonsense. You were stubborn and adamant. You sat there while i dragged myself to the western joint. Upon returning to my seat you asked if i had ordered your food. Of course i did. I can never dine if you do not. It had always been that way. You should know better even when i said no. You flipped and threw your tantrums again. Your temper and sensitivity was horrifying. You stood up and i stopped you despite repeating that i did placed the order. You turned and left leaving me to eat two sets alone by that road in the rain. You left me stranded. Again. I was sick. I was fucking sick.

Before I Left This Was What You Said

i will NOT trust you. i will NOT respect you. and i will NOT love you.

...such hurtful words cut deep.

Releasing And Sharing Bits Of Covert Info With The World

Our mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Do not ask me how i know these stuffs because i am a spy and i am sworn to secrecy. No i am just kidding. Just somethings i picked up along the way. Like Jason Bourne and James Bond. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Here is the first one - The emergency number worldwide for mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile network and there is an emergency just dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you and check this out - 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked.

There is also something else i find useful i thought you guys should know. For car owners this may come in handy someday. If you accidently lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home - fret not. Call someone at home on their mobile from your mobile. Hold your phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at home press the unlock button holding it near the mobile phone on their end. Ironically the car will unlock. This saves someone from having to drive your keys to you. Distance is no object. You could be hundreds of miles away and if you can reach someone who has the other remote for your car - you can unlock the doors or even the trunk.

Fighting Machine

It is a block with a lock. Interesting. The Sinking Python is lethal and could potentially kill you. Something i learnt from simply watching the Silat Gayung today. By incorporating this technique into my freestyling i realised my moves could prove deadly. But i shall consult Brother Din. He was in Silat.

Another Chapter Closes Another Waiting To Be Written

There is really nothing much more to update and blog about these days in my most recent escapades and rendezvous. It is getting pretty dusty in here so i thought that i might just as well drop a thing or two albeit no one visits me anymore. My life is fine. More than just good. I am doing very well if not close to nirvana and most importantly i am a happy man today. I am standing on top of that bar chart at a time of my life in years hitting a record high of prosperity and serenity amidst many other more positive waves of life's great incentives. I am optimistic of the crimson horizon of a future despite living under a cloud of storm for so long. I am done with school which translates and equates to minimising or else eliminating unnecessary dramas that prohibited me from achieveing paramount priorities in my line of sight. My vision and perspective was blur but now made focused less homeworks and reports and projects to stress over on. The pressure is off and the curse is lifted. I can heave a sigh of relief and relish in some time off from mundane and routine stuffs. I will chat more about my plans of a vacation to come and a list of long awaited activities to indulge in the next few entries. Till then God bless and be good.

In YOU I Find Peace

I can never ask for anything more. I have got it all. In my arms and in my heart. To have you love me again is a miracle. I appreciate you. I honour you. In you i find love and in you i celebrate life. This has to be my happiest moment. Cheers. Till death do us part.