I Want To Go Home

I gave school a miss today. My health is deterioriating and i am burned out. Totally bummed. I was super sleepy and exhausted i think i reached my limit. There is only so much i can take i must learn to rest or suffer the consequences. My boiling point is near. I cannot recall when i last fall sick but i vomitted two days ago. My addiction for Marlboro is killing me. The throat can get so sore on some mornings it felt acidic. At the rate of one hard pack per every twenty four hours on an average is enough to land my ass in the hospital bed soon. Not to mention the hole that burns in my pocket. The heart is weakening too. My cough can get pretty nasty at times and my voice will get all husky. Damn i cannot sing when that happens. I will sound like a croaking frog. On a serious note i am breaking apart with the occasional migraine that excruciates. Feels like drill works on my brain. I need to take a step back and relax. I should just stop in my tracks and breathe.