Seriously Love Sucks

I just lost the second most important person in my life. It was all my fault. Silly me what was i thinking. Initiating the degrading in status between us was probably the brainless most stupid thing to do. I thought i could do it damn i was so wrong. So what if we kept on fighting. Go ask everyone. It is normal in all sorts of relationships. We cannot deny and run away from fights. In fact it makes us closer. Embrace diversity man. We actually gave up on one another. Now i am regretting every bit of it like hell. I am a loser with a capital 'L'. I had failed myself.

A handsome young man studying in some Polytechnic jumped from the sixth floor and committed suicide in the east last Thursday. He fought with his beloved and the girl demanded a separation. I was devastated last night and somewhat felt empty. Blasphemous thoughts clouded my mind. I just wanted to end it all. I have other problems too by the way. And so i shut eyes and went to sleep only to wake up this morning feeling terrible. I wanted to call the person up and make amends. Sheesh i do not want to lose you man. Only you can help me.

Love exists in many shapes and sizes. It can appear in the form of your spouse, brothers and family or even among friends. In all areas i stink at it. I am the worst person to preach about this issue so i shall not go on. So as i was saying love sucks. Period. No doubt about it. I hate it so much. It makes me weak. Time and again i kept on falling in and out of love. I picked myself up and tumbled again. I am so sick of it. It ruins my miserable life. I want to run away from it but it keeps on chasing me. Shooo! Go away. Do not come near me anymore.

PS: In the words of Jurianah LOVE IS CRUEL!