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Thursday, December 14, 2006

People Come And Go In Our Lives But You Leave Footprints In My Heart

I saw a rainbow in the heavens. Two rainbows. And there were two of us. Sitting in the cab. Chattering blissfully watching the clouds passed us by and idling our life away. The rainbows were complete arcs. And they were beautiful. Stretching across the cerulean sky. Was it your sharp eyes or mine that spotted it first. It does not matter. To you it was just nature showing off to mankind. To me it was more then just a phenomenon. It had been quite awhile since my last sightings. Rainbows do not appear on a regular basis. So that day was special. I saw rainbows. And i saw it with you. It was a blessing. It was a sign.

I believe God sent me to you for a reason. Everybody plays a part in everybody's life. I have faith in fate. He delievered you in my arms for logics witheld and unknown. The man up there works in mysterious ways and wonders. I had so much difficulties letting go. Damn it is impossible. He will not let me. There is nothing for me to gain and benefit but heartaches and pains. It hurts oh so badly. Bruised and battered this heart. This is a test. Both for you and i. We had this conversation before and we made a pact at midnight to stick through thick and thin. Let us make this work. For together we make a pair. An invincible duo.

Till my job is done then perhaps will i leave and live in peace. There were times when i hated you so much. And there were times when i loved you more then life itself. Either ways you are here to stay. It is ironic and uncanny indeed. Needless to question more for answers untold but the need for us to walk through this journey together and attain the ultimate enlightenment. I need you to be strong just like you want me to stay strong. Our contributions to one another are divine and mighty. I realised that and it is paramount for you to view from my perspective. It is amazing. Do not take things for granted. Please understand that.

And so i gazed at the rainbows in awe. Deep in my heart silently but surely i made a wish. I wished for us to be together for as long as it takes till it takes no more to let go. Because for now it is too soon. Too soon to bid farewell. No doubt all good things must come to an end but why must the end be now. I will work in all my strength and power to pull this shit together. You are a challenging individual. And so am i. It is funny albeit frustrating how i had not given up although i wanted to and no matter how tempting it seemed. That would be wise but what is wisdom compared to matters of the heart. I bet not even cupid can answer that.

You are maturing and growing up right before my eyes. Getting all professional and natural. You will be successful and glorious one fine day. I cannot help but notice the evolution. I see you more then your family sometimes. Especially recently. You just returned home to catch some snores because we were having a whale of a time till late. How unfortunate it was to have you succumbed to lethargy and fatigue. But that is another tale to tell. For now you are transforming. I am not generous with my compliments but i will give credit when it is due. You are much better looking now among many other impressive qualities.

Scientifically the lighter shades of the second rainbow is a reflection of the more vibrant and visible first rainbow. I pondered. As usual. I do not look at a tree like a tree is to you do i. I made comparisons. I passed off as the first rainbow and having you as the second rainbow following not far behind. Soon i will fade and you will shine for age and illness are catching up with me. Your true colours and potentials will show to the world how great you can be above all else. And i am not sure where will i be. But i am not afraid. I had left a legacy. Just look at yourself now. I smile. I see myself in you sometimes. And that makes me proud.

- People Come And Go In Our Lives But You Leave Footprints In My Heart
shahren signing off @ 19:15
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My Self


Pseudonym:: Shahren
Gender:: Male

Existence:: 25 Years
First Cry:: 20 June 1983

Constellation:: Gemini The Twin
Ethnicity:: Mixed Malay

Status:: In A Relationship
Cupid Strikes:: 15 June 2000

Location:: Westside Singapore
Region:: South East Asia

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My Mood


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My Quotes

"A mighty love to love it is, and it's a pain that pains to miss. But of all the pains the greatest pain, is to love a love but love in vain."


"What does not kill you only serves to make you stronger."
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My Loves

The sun... The sand... The sea...
Adventure, sports and extreme
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Fine dining and exotic foods.
Music, music and more music!
Blockbusters and movies.
Swimming, working out, cycling and
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Eat rugby, sleep rugby, breathe
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Chilling out and hanging loose with
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Travelling!
Electronic gadgets.
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My Loathes

Faggots and canines!
Back-stabbers, liars and hypocrites.
Rules, regulations and
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Snobs and Slobs.
Insects especially roaches.
Pink!
Thorny and pungent fruit called
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Smokers, alcoholics, junkies and
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Loud Death Metal music called noise.
Taxi drivers.
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