Great Power Comes Great Responsibilities

I disappoint them. I let the team down. It was a shame. Trust was lost and faith diminishing. Reliable i am no longer. But this head i will hold up high. I will bounce and rise to the occasion. I made fatal errors. Sides will be chosen and apparent segregations. Perceptions will change and reputations tarnished. Clans will be divided and alliance made. Pride and prejudice. Gone in one night. Human manufacture faults. That is how we learn and grow. Like a seed nurtured to a sapling. Instead of dwelling in distress and desolation i will prove this worthiness again. There is still hope. It is not too late. Not in this clock that ticks with a vengence. I am no follower. I do not live that life. Leaders do not quit. Not on his men. I just took a step or two behind to pounce forward with furor and flare. Neglect this people i have not but undeniable what i did was foolish. Surprise i caught them for i am not the sort. The sort that recant from others and obligations. I am in remorse. Filled with guilt. I do a job and i do it good. I do them great. Clueless i am i wonder what happened. This man understands no fatigue or haggard but he was well lifeless in recent times. Life is a drag. Perhaps i am drained of emotions and mental torments that this breathing carcass is feeling the pinch. People got affected in direct or otherwise and i cannot permit that to occur in further. I have to be strong again. I will hurt no one no less. I did not go to school and i do not intend to go for more. I need to do some serious reflections and meditations. I need to be calm and composed. The compulsion to pull this self together is of paramount importance. I am starting to forsee own downfall and destruction. I will evaluate and update the beings that mattered on the trials and tribulations of this pitiful individual. Until then these struggles go on. The greatest foe is but the man in the mirror.