This Heart Had Died On 07 February 07

And so it is time. The clock struck twelve. Oh God. The journey begins tonight. This life i had been suffering. Far too long too painful. Hurts deep. New dawn awaits. I am skeptical. But choices are limited. I have to do this. Tomorrow morning. No. It starts here. Now. It is Monday. Unlike other Mondays. I had been anticipating this. Postphone no more. It is finally here. Huge change en route and i am afraid. God please grant me strength to go on. The power i once had imbued in me. I need this. It is for the best. Perhaps. It had been tough. To the point of suicidal. Uhuh. It had been harsh. The end is here. To make room for a beginning. I am not sure. No one to guide me. I see no light at the end of this tunnel. God help. Please. All good things must come to an end. I understand. Such is the nature of human evolution. Damn. I am shivering. This is it. I am doing this. Cold and heartless i shall matured. I had stopped feeling. Miss me. I no longer exist. I am lost. Gone.