You Are So Beautiful

Exam results release on the fourth of April so log in online. Aizuddin leaving for Brunei and gone for quite sometime on the fifth of April. He wants me to send him off and welcome him home. He also hopes to see me each time he gets out of camp till he goes off. Him and i are bonding and things are good. But more important i am developing interest for this girl. Met her in a debate. Such inappropriate occasion for us to utter our first words. She was breathtaking and i could not escape this mind off dreaming about her. I had not said much of it because i must avoid the complications. She has her man. In a series of coincidence she and i were sitting down in the school hall and i caught her laughing at me clowning around. I was not aware that she was observing. It was embarrassing but it was all cool. She finds me cute. Then one fateful night i witness her in all her full grandeur. I saw her performing the classical and traditional dance to the tunes of Tiara Jacquelina. I melted and the joints grew feeble. I have a thing about slender girls with long hair dancing and moving and twirling in particular to that soporific trance. She is so fair under the pale moonlight. Till now i have deep feelings for her but i do not have the courage to tell her that. So much of a hero. It will remain that manner for it is best that i zip this mouth shut. Let me just guard her from afar and admire in silence for i am sworn to a world where love do not exist. Feelings made me delicate and lame and frail. There is nothing good.