Good Things Come To Those Who Wait

Here i am at home blogging. It is so hot out there. But better then being in here. There is no way i am staying indoors anyway. I will be going out later but soon. I missed school today and had been skipping lessons since Monday. I hope the institution will expel me. I cannot stand the stinky community much longer. It is not a place for me. This will be my final year as a student that i am sure. I wasted precious times at home or out and about with people and friends doing really silly things. Going places and retreating to base late achieving nothing much of value. I just cannot stay confined or i will land myself in a sorry state easily again. It is dangerous and life threatening. I just need to go out and mingle. But i am recovering. Doing better then i had hoped for. I am moving on because that is what i have to do. Not something i want to do though. At times i wonder if what i am doing is the ultimate right thing. Time will tell me and so be it. This feeling is still strong. It is more than just sad and unfortunate that our journey ends early. Enough said.