Size Does Matters

I am feeling light-headed today. The world i view from where i stand is topsy-turvy. I was not in school on Tuesday nor was i yesterday. I have to attend class later because there is a test. I will consider coming on Friday since i have to bring Din the cat to the vet for his booster vaccination. Thus far i had two meals. I have at least one more to go. This body needs to be nourished at least thrice a day. I will be jubilated if i can go for a fourth. Need to pack some serious mass considering the rate of my weight deteriorating far beats the trickle of the droplets leaking from the sink. Something like that. I am just trying to emphasise the fact that i am losing weight rapidly. I am having trouble fitting into my denims. No belts could do the trick for i am starting to look like a clown named Doink-The-Smarty-Pants. I met a friend at Marina Square not too long ago and she was alarmed. She thought i did drugs. Errr nevermind. Then there was another girl i dated a long time ago. She too said i looked small. And she added that the goatee must go. Yeah it is gone. So much for trying to put on an impression that i am legal enough to buy cigarettes. It is not working. Got my hair fixed too last Friday so now i am looking squeaky clean. No more haggard. I am resting at home when usually i should be outdoors. The weather has been freaky. Everyday after school i will rush home to get changed and go out again. I am seldom indoors. Out there is where i will feel relieved and calm. Miles from depression and loneliness.