There Is No Down But Up When Rock Bottom

School commenced almost a month and attendance is appalling. Missing on the first and present for about less then three on that straight five before starting all over the next five with less than acceptable attitude. I was around about four times in a combined ten. Even if this face is seen around campus i will be late and never punctual. People calling up and creating noise referring me to subject head. The standard procedure nothing i am unfamiliar. Started to demonstrate positive change in the third but still needed major adjustments. Out of this nominal presence around the institution it was unfortunate i got caught puffing in the premises. I lighted that cigarette the following afternoon. Sue me assholes. I fear not. Reprimanded on multiple occasions spotting improper attire. Never to see me in shoes but sandals and the top is so not school uniform. The hair too. Long and highlighted. Throw me out of that damn school man. Go ahead and do it. Do me a favour. I cannot quit on own accord because brother will not allow me to.

It is so hard to get the ass in that sordid institution. I was having fun and i had great times before school started. Gaining weight and clubbing all the time. I did drugs because i was too stressed up and i can go puffing a box a night. That is where all the cash goes to. I can hold the pouring alcohols and beers but i must bear in mind that i have medical conditions. School started and i began to lose weight again. Proteins and weight gainers do me no good. Though this stomach screams food in school the appetite just disappears seeing certain faces again. I hold no conversations much in class and minds this business. Scribbling notes and paid little attention to the lecturers. I planned to do good and graduate. Sure. I am not in school again blogging on and i have plans tonight so no school later. But i am not all that bad. Did long reports and started on projects the night i was informed. Notes galore even throughout lunch. No kidding i am hardworking. I did bad and i hate to be a failure. I am the best at what i do.