Footballer Of The Year

My brother Nazrul plays good good soccer. I am so so proud. Good job bro.

Let There Be Light

There are no challenges too tough for us to go through. Life without difficulties is a life not worth living. People grow from their experiences and gain wisdom along the road. No hardship is too complicated for a solution. God assures that or else it made no sense. Tormenting us with problems beyond our ability to cope. Might as well die so please come to terms here that suicide should never be an option. I was foolish but i learnt from my folly. Find strength from within and pray to the almighty. I started praying again and i am slowly but surely happy with my life. I had seen miracles and it is hard to ignore. I am building up on faith and belief once again. People may turn away from you but not God. He listens all the time when friends are too tired to entertain that call in the middle of the night. I am not here to preach. Just my two cents worth to buy that fruit for thought. Sit down sometime and ponder. That He exists and He promises to be there for all of us. The emptiness and void in me is now filled with light and a sense of purpose. I pulled through my deepest hour. So can you.

His Name Is Nazrul

Just when i had almost given up hope and the will to survive God sent down a little angel to the rescue. He came at the right time.

This Is Sad

School made me violent. I get frustrated each time i enter that gate. I am done. I had lost complete interest.

Get Me Out Of This Shit Hole

Today is the second day of the second term and i am already feeling the heat. School reopens and i feel like trash. Timetable stinks and the people sucks. I cannot emphasise more. I am in trouble with less then mediocre attendance. In other words it is pathetic far across recognition. I can be up to five hours late and punch in after lunch. Already my sleeping pattern is on the brink of disintegration. Tong is in and back in business after a brief hiatus from campus at some industrial attachments or so i heard. But it made not much difference seeing i am hardcore delinquent. He and i had a heart to heart chat this afternoon. He used to cover for me but perhaps he realised that the effort and compassion he bestowed was futile and hung out unappreciated. That was what i analysed just now. Undeniably i am stubborn as hell and it is pointless to try and save my ass. I am beyond help or so they say.

Anyway my life seems to be on the right path heading towards a blissful sanctuary when only recently this presence of a jinx tarnishes my safety haven leaving me feeling my peaceful sanctity at threat. But i am strong and armed with ammunitions this time. I am optimistic and i hope i can pull through school in one piece. No more suicidal thoughts. Pure insanity my integrity gone jittery. It is hard to maintain conversations to a bare minimal and human contact to plain professionalism with this devil in disguise. Suddenly my life became challenging and full of flavour. Visions in a faded blur and focusings needed recalibaration. During the holidays i was in almost perfect conditions enjoying myself from dusk till dawn but now that school kicks in i am detesting it. Period. Hate it. Reports piling up and anticipated projects in the spotlight. Not forgetting the tests and examinations. Eight more months to graduation. God speed.

Let This Be A Warning

I am not afraid to die. Many a times had i laid my life on the line. Especially for the ones i care. The ones close to my heart. The people i love. My brothers and my family. Enough is enough. Do not test me.

Damn Those Taxes

The increase in GST is bad. I am starting to feel the pinch. The price of cigarettes is exorbitant. Help.

Revenge Is A Dish Best Served Cold

I would rather take the honour and pleasure of deforming your face with my own bare fist than to deploy my people to do the dirty job for me. You had insulted me and offended me. This time i will not hesitate. I will make you a nice exception. I will personally make sure that the job is done and i will see to it that you will remember my face for what little of yours is left. You will beg for my mercy when you see your puny life flashes before you. Just like the rest who mistook my kindness as a weakness.