No Point Regretting The Crimes I Committed

I tell my elder brother everything. There is nothing on this planet i cannot relate or share to him about and that includes the tale about me guiding Shahfuddin on the right of passage to becoming a man. Or so i thought. I shall not go into details about this incident that happened very late one night last Friday. I just got home from town when Shahfuddin called again. He buzzed me a few times while i was out that night. It was the usual. He wanted to hang out. I guess chilling out two days ago prior to that Friday till seven in the morning was not enough. He rung me up many times on Thursday too but i did not answer any of his calls. I was out anyway. So back to talking about this Friday night. I was tired but i met him anyway. He can never get enough of me and he enjoyed my company very much i can tell. He said it too. Here is why. I brought him to a place his peers can only dream about. It was his idea. I simply played along. Him and i hailed a cab to Mustafa Centre. The funny thing was we did not even step foot into the mall. Our hands were tied doing something else. Other then Prata and the cab fare i also paid for all other extra co-curricular expenses incurred that night. Including his once-in-a-lifetime experience with a whore down this lane near Desker Road. It was a foursome thing. Shit. I think i talked too much here. Fuck. I think i am a little drunk. I think i revealed too much. I am so dead if she reads this but i care not. Our relationship is on the rocks. Deleting this post changes nothing but kissing and telling is not a good thing so i shall stop here. I do not intend to embarrass myself and my young brother any further. My elder bro did not reprimand me. But he did use terms such as DEGRADING. I can acquire much better girls for free. He understood my promiscuous lifestyle since young and he blames himself sometimes. I watched the people he brought home and i learned. But he was disappointed nonetheless. He was stern and advised that i should watch over Shahfuddin. It is my responsibility and i understood my role. I cannot lead him to becoming the devil that i had become.

Quote #1: "Abang nya handsome adik nya chomel montel!"
Quote #2: "Bagus eh adik beradik pancut keluar sama timing!"